DIANA ORLOW ( Lilith von Sirius ) :

 

 

HUMAN WOMAN

WITH HUMAN FEELINGS

 

 


 

 


 

 

Pray

 

 

Thee I invoke, Thee I adore

self of my self, core of my core

my hidden and secret infinite soul

sealed by the veils of Life and ofLiving

Thee Angel of Evil, Thee Holy Whore

 

I feel Thee within me erasing mysoul

I am Thee now, bliss of the Holy

I fuck Thee, my Mother, my self and mybride

may my consciousness dissolve in Thinedivine pride

 

Thee I invoke in Thine name Lilith

Eldest Woman of Earth, IncarnatedWickedness

to Thee I surrender beyond all and all ofall

heart of my heart, soul of my soul

with Thee I melt, my sister, mywhore

to Thee I yearn, my heart and mytongue

 


 

 

Edith

 

 

There's a woman I love

for her aristocratic way of life

of her I can expect

quite a perfect way of dying.

 

Edith

 

There's a woman I love

she comes next week to Paris

maybe I'll miss the date

my emotional stories are not less darkerthan yours.

 

She's a sister to me

 

I'm the death of this woman

I can hear she is crying

sometimes I've helped her to live

this time I'll help her dying

 

And still that wind that blows

 


 

 

Still

 

 

Still still

bleibt ihr still

als Alles herumläuft

als die Stadt die Zeit frisst

bleibt eure Liebe still undlächelnd

Gleiche Rührungen an jedem Mal

Zeitlos, die alle Wunden heilen

Mittellanghaarige Frauen mit freundlichenAugen

und nahen Seelen

Unberührt wie Göttinnen

ist eures Lächeln fürmich.

 


 

 

Louise

 

 

Louise

dancing on the trees

Louise

Louise the flower child

Louise the perfect kiss

how I can understand my friend

that you can't live without Louise

waiting

waiting

waiting for the earthquake

waiting for the storm

waiting in a computer world

waiting for an angel to be my love

 


 

 

Paradise

 

 

Vanessa poupée plastique

Camilla the cowboy girl

Eva und Nat' schöne Hexen

Rebecca's a running nag

Judith picture on the table

May is my dangerous love

What's her name sweet little devil

Oh her skin and her hair

Everyday in paradise

 


 

 

SugarLola

 

 

Hello hello little Lola

come and visit me tonight

Do try these fun pants on

you look beautiful like that

Let's take a drive till 'zhecementery

Let's read some Nick Cave poetry

Come over any time you want Lola

We have lots of fun to have

See you soon my little Lola

we have no limits to our plays

I don't what to tell you Lola

how to tell my warning right

you're a sugar little Lola

But your pupils are too small

Come rather with me sweet Lola

You're my special guest tonight

 


 

 

Sisters in thedevil's house

 

 

Sisters in the devil's house

we're sisters in the devil's house

let's be naked tonight

let's be naked zu zweit

but we'll never be naked zu dritt

 

Each one of us is a secret

each one of us is a secret toherself

each one of us is incompleteperfection

 

Ignorant woman from the street

I never saw you before

still now! Still now!

You're a stranger and so am I

still now! Still now!

We're sisters in the devil's house

sisters in the devil's house -forever

Your belly will be mine

my soul will be yours

sisters!

 

Yeah, I heard you dance last night myfriend

hey, it was a surprise and an illusion ofpain

in one night you've done a job of sevenyears

of a broken man you did a RudolfNureyev

 


 

 

Angelasays

 

 

Hello I love you, won't you tell me yourname

Hello I love you, let me jump in yourgame

walk towards me !

 

Angela says

as Alex leaves home

why should I mind you kiss all theseprettiest girls

I know you love me so much more !

 

Angela your soul is like a rose

you smell like heaven but I only get thethorns

 

Well, she's not afraid to die

all of her friends say to hermother

but she's alone without herdaughter

and the child cries more than itlaughs

Joshua liegen!

 

Angela your soul is like a rose

you look and feel and smell likeheaven

still, I can only feel the thorns!

 

Well you're not afraid to die

all of your friends say to yourmother

but you're alone without - whichdaughter?

and the child cries more than itlaughs!

and the child cries more than itlaughs

 

Well, will I see you walking towardsme

take me home

take me home

say to me

 

Is this what you wanted

to live in a house that is haunted

by the ghost of you and me

you're a sensitive woman

you're a medicine woman

you can't always get what you want

there is nothing here to feed mylove

there is just to feed my pain

you can't always get what you want

 

Walk towards me, take me home

Angela's love for tomorrow

and the child cries more than itlaughs!

 

Will I see you walking towards me

will 1 see you walking towards me

Walk towards me ! Angela

 


 

 

Angela in ihrerBadewanne

 

 

Angela in ihrer Badewanne

r r r rotes Licht erfüllt denRaum

ich wüsste nicht was rot ist,

Dein Blut oder meins

oder das meiner Vision zugehörigeTrauma

 

Ich kehr immer wieder zurück

in die mir eigenen Räume

mein Körper mir so viel fremder alsDeiner

was überhaupt

hält mich noch an diesemKnochenbündel?

 

Angela in ihrer Badewanne, alleine

Dein rotes Licht immer an

- immer an, immer an,

Dein rotes Licht ist immer an

 

Ein aberzehnter Versuch, Gesetze desRaumes

zu sprengen. Zu Dir.

Lichtrasch über Länderfliegen.

Aids, Syphilis - kleine Fische. Dies iststärker.

Ich bleibe daran gebunden,

so viel weniger als an ihren Körper.Nu.

 

Mein Leben ist stärker alsich.

 

Kann nicht weg.

Zu mir! Zu mir!

Mein Körper, diesesKnochenbündel.

Was will ich noch dahinzurückkehren?

Ich weiss dass Du da bist

immer an immer an

komme ganz nah

Dein rotes Licht ist immer an

vier kilo Heroin in der Wohnungversteckt

ich höre Dich, Du siehst michnicht

wie auch immer

 

think not, o king, upon that lie:

That Thou Must Die;

verily thou shall not die but live!

now let this be rightly understood:

if the body of the king dissolve,

he shall remain in pure extasyforever

pure extasy forever

pure extasy forever

 

 


 

 

Fennec steps

 

 

Fuck anywhere, Algeria.

Under the despair of my unansweredpassion

I left everything and fled toAfrica

There, I thought I had forgottenAngela

until a curve on a sandy street

a look and hair and hips like hers

a woman catches my look, I stare

a woman wild as the wind is

a Sahara sand beaten tree

she sits there forever and talks about thefennec steps

sits there forever and talks about thefennec steps

sits there forever and talks about thefennec steps

 

I could not resist the memory of Angela'ships

emptied my pockets and questionned thefennec tree

a young girl on a dusky street

some days ago she was me

the sun had gone the moon was none

in great confusion she was me

she sat there forever wanting all thesefennec steps

sat there forever wanting all these fennecsteps

sat there forever wanting all these fennecsteps

 

A young girl on a dusky street

some weeks ago she was me

a nowhere nothing desert see

in great confusion she was me

 

Go to Egypt she said

go the eastern way

Angela's love's an open gate

follow the egyptian way

hear what your heart will say

Angela's love's an open gate

AUM.

 


 

 

Eva's Cadillac

 

 

Eva's Cadillac Eva's Cadillac isblack

The Cadillac is all black and it drives sofast

Eva drives so fast in her blackCadillac

And something gets too black

Misery! The too-fast-a-speed has blackenedon Eva's soul!

 

I know the car, for sure I do

I have been droven around in it

My Ice Queen wore my fur

I was holding her arm

and snow laid everywhere

 

Eva has Eva has too many Cadillacs

She has too many Cadillacs

and I'm scared for her!

 

It will bring you down before you evensee

it will make you dead before yourealise

oh sugar please forget it

I have to dig my way to the deepest ofyour heart

your heart is so much colder than it wasbefore

Du warst so schön Eva

das werde ich nie vergessen

You were so beautiful Eva

how shall I ever forget this

 

But I love the girl I don't want toforget

I know each of her thoughts are FLOWERS tomy heart

oh beautiful it was with her

once I frightened at your sight but curedyou with my hands

if I have that power again

if I can erase your wrinkles again

you know I'm all yours, and hear meplease

 

I'm so young and you're sobeautiful

no lessons to give to a woman likeyou

just wish you'd see what my eyessaw

and I think yours saw much more

nightmare and tears

nightmare and tears

nightmare and tears

 


 

 

Rebecca

 

 

Hey, hey Rebecca

her hair is flagging about andshines

in each city of the world someone drinksto Rebecca

 

Here she was, here she was

here stood the big, dark red flower

she had such heels and such whips in herhands

had such long legs she wrapped up inblack

she had such eyes and lips and hair andbreasts

lips I felt also once on mine I rememberthat

I'm just telling what I saw

 

She had all the boys she wanted

like the jewish whore from thedesert

whipped by sun and sex and sand

in the port of every city there's somenice young musician

no city without a music player

drinking to Rebecca's ass

yet she was no groupie, no, that was shenot

she was a star herself and a queen and afriend to love

the heart of any man she crossed screamsthe name of Rebecca

 

She had all the rubber suits you couldever imagine

and wore them by any kind ofweather

but was also anytime high

and these long legs she showed and fondledanytime

her skin was not white, as mine; no, itwas like dark honey

never tasted but well observed

wore the clothes I never dared to forworking

I'm just telling what I saw

 

Thousand-year-old tragedy in her face'sfeatures

majestic and queenly eye she has

magic bangles up her strong arms

some may be allowed to drink red wine outof her shoe

her hair is laying around andsmells

in each city with a port, someone drinksto Rebecca

 

Standing proudly in the port wind

her hair is floating around

and wind and port and fog are there

cold sunny morning and that look of queenshe has upon me

I wished then I would be so

I'm just telling what I saw

 

Hey, hey Rebecca is tired

hey hey shadows around Rebecca'seye

Hey hey Rebecca is now so skinny

which of her old friends would recognisenow Rebecca

 

Hey where are you running toRebecca

where are you rushing to my friend

where are you driving to in thenight

Rebecca is now so skinny

that nervous fear is in her eyes

could count all her ribs during the blowjob

I'm just telling what I saw

 

Let's play blindman's bluff

let's play blindman's bluff

let's play blindman's bluff

on a rotten rope

 

Let's play blindman's buff

let's play blindman's buff

let's play blindman's buff

upon the Niagara fall!

 

Woe, Rebecca my darling!

Rebecca my darling!

Rebecca!

 

I saw you fall Rebecca darling

I saw you fall you broken nag

I just don't like you no moredarling

see what all your play is like!

 

See you make my anger grow!

Just watch what Rebecca is now!

What a stupid broken nag!

 

Hey hey skinny naggie

naggie running through the dark

oh, those sweet blindfolded eyes

What a sad look look Rebecca

as you drive me through the night

have you seen what I saw brother

I saw a nag run through the dark

 

Skinny naggie

skinny naggie

naggie runing through the dark

in each city with a port I'll drink

and cry about what I saw

 


 

 

Unknown men

 

 

Unknown men

looking in my eyes

as I hang outside

with nothing to do

 

unknown men...

 

Unknown men

driving in rich cars

I'm myself amazed

I desire you all

 

unknown men...

 

I am looking for the furious freedom tostand here for you

 


 

 

Spät inder Nacht wacht eine Frau auf...

 

 

Spät in der Nacht ist die Zeitmeinungslos.

Das Feuer knistert

das Feuer tänzt

das Feuer schläft ein.

 

Es gibt keine Wörter

es gibt keine Rührung

die Frau kann nicht schlafen

die Frau träumt ganz wach.

 

Keine Ruhe in den Träumen

dieser Frau Gehirn ist scheu

keine Ruhe in der Liebe

dieser Frau Herz hat keine Bremse

 

Die Zeit wird elastisch

die Zeit baut sich auf

man kann sie nicht sehen

sie ist heute nicht da.

 


 

 

Firesong

 

 

Someone is looking for my hate

calls me so often, says nothing andinsists

and I get furious

I insult him and make sharp fun ofhim

and I cannot control it

He works on me

I imagine he's someone I wish it wouldbe

and when I talk to him I say such nicethings to him

I ask him to talk to me

and tell I understand things easily

but my words are mixed with hate... whythere...

Or maybe I am all wrong, maybe he lovesme

but there are all these people around andoh...

Anyway I say nothing mean

I have no hate he can dig all the deep hecan

the deeper the hotter I am

 


 

 

Let me take a new freeway

 

 

Let me take

a new freeway

old Iggy's song

This place is hell to me

This place is hell to me

This place is hell to me

Voices scream out of depression

This reality looses me

My best friends are of ice

I wish I could spin back in time

I wish I had more time

Time eater. Nothing giver.

It ain't me in here, it ain't me inhere

Out-fit protection, heisst es hier nichtWahnsinn?

My so-called friends think it too,

does that mean I'm not going crazy?

I'm glad I'm not alone, but it eats meup

I must be sick I think...

 

 


 

 

Schlaf

 

 

Schlaf meinen Kopf ein

Schlaf meinen Kopf ein

Gnade auf uns

Wir sind alleine

wir sind wahnsinnig

wir sind blind

wir sind taub

Lass mich nicht spielen

Lass mich nicht denken

Lass mich nicht lügen

Gnade auf uns

Wir sind so schwach

wir sind so machtlos

wir sind so elend

wir sind so weit

 


 

 

Immernoch nicht

 

 

Wenn dieser Alphtraum zu Ende ist

Wann soll er zu Ende sein

Nimm mich weg von hier

Eine Nacht mit Dir endet 6 Tagespäter

Ein Paar Sätzer mit euch nehmen nach3 Tagen Sinn.

Lasst mich nicht hier

Das dürft ihr nicht

Ich gehöre zu euch, das habt ihrgesehen

Und ich sterbe hier.

Verrückt ja ich binverrückt

Du hast Recht

Verliebt in ein Paar Gespenster

Denen ich Immer Noch Nicht folgenkann

Ich lecke Dir die Zehen und Dirgefällt es

Mir gefällt es auch aber es dauert sokurz.

 


 

 

VomÜbungsheft

 

 

Ich denke an die Frau

Ich denke von ihr, dass sie schönist

Ich erinnere mich an sie

Ich gewohne mich an diese Stelle

Ich glaube an die Wörter derFrau

Ich schreibe an sie

schicke

sende es

Ich arbeite an der Modeschau

Es fehlt an diesen Junge

 


 

 

Blind love

 

 

I guess I should be sorry you're not involved into it

I guess I'm too romantic and your warning was right

And you're a funny boy, sometimes a funny lover

When you say so right that only pleasure counts

 

I guess you are all right and I am just like you

I guess you are all right and I am just like you

I do the same to others and laugh at that too

 

I laughed, oh yeah, so funny in some situations

Die Liebe ist so doof die Liebe macht nurblind

I guess you're not concerned and you're afunny guy

You take and take and take and I think you're all right

 


 

 

Vietnam

 

 

Hey how do you feel when you know you will die

How do you feel when you know you will die

I am the love that these both kids wanted

I am their love and my clothes are so bright

I could dance sometimes I took them mal toVenice

I took them then to Vietnam they were then so wild

The girl had such a dress it was incredible

The girl had such a hair and he loved her for hours

Hey how do you feel when you know you will die

How do you feel when you know you will die

 

Woe you go crazy when you know you will die!

 


 

 

Boring boy

 

 

You know I'm such a hell, I would just let you do

And just before you want into me I would say no

I love the way you talk of sex ; sure it makes me feel like it

Tonight I have no time for you I will write all my hate down

But I may rape you one of these days if I find you on my way

I'm just a hell in bed you know I ain't no funny

And worse I'm beautiful and you just seem to like me

Just mind your bollocks brother I have seen yeah much further

And anyway I just feel bored

You come again and stay with me and something in me likes it

I feel like touching you but someway I'm too lazy

You say I'm complicated and I say you're too easy

I love the food you give me man and I love your car

I love your dope ah man and your fun is so far

You're just a toy to me please try to stay a man

Please listen to that lesson and just don't let me fuck you

That pleasure I get too seldom and I'd better write it down.

 


 

 

One night stands

 

 

Noch einen Kuss noch einen letzten

Ich bitte Dich lass uns nichtschlafen

unsere Nacht geht so langsam vorbei

wie kurz wird sie uns nahherscheinen

wir haben solch verschiedene Leben

wir hätten uns nie treffenkönnen

Lass mich nicht denken, lass mich nichtreden

stellen wir uns keine Fragen

Ich werde Dich nie vergessen

Ich werde Dich nie vergessen

 

Jetzt kann ich mich fürglücklich halten

ich wurde eine Nacht geliebt

 


 

 

Let me love you

 

 

Oh let me love you

Let me love you

You're so important

Even from far just give me NEW

You know I love beautifully

I love in a beautiful way

Oh it goes wrong, far from you

Oh answer me sometimes

Write me letters addressed to HELL

Bring a bottle with AIR to my grave

Throw some FLOWERS around my grave

When you happen to cross my SHADOW

cross my soul wandering outside

I'm here down here but I'm still notDEAD

Call my soul around your table

I'll come and knock one for no

and two for yes

Tok tok Tok tok Tok tok

tok tok. Tok.

 


 

 

Teatime

 

 

Daft tune in me baby there was no beauty there

Don't look for what ate your nice friends up

You have some port quartiers to visit

You have a couple of girls to kiss there

That love is over daft tune in head

That love is over, and you love the"over"

You love the finished and destroyed

Love alive destroys more you know, sweet flower

You have some strange lovers to undo there

In the chilly quartiers drinking tea at their side

To heaten up that white snowy bright land

White snowy bright light burning as you love it

 


 

 

Schützmich

 

 

Ich bitte Dich

Lass mich nicht kämpfen

Schütz mich an Dich ich habeAngst

Ich hab' grausame und machtloseAngst

Ich wag' nicht zu schreien.

Höre mir bitte

mach nicht wie sie

Sie würden nie zuhören

Hilf mir bitte

Schütz mich davon

Sag mir wie sag mir wie

Lass mich vergessen

 


 

 

Lügnerin

 

 

Glaub' mir kein Wort

Ich bin eine vollkommeneLügnerin

das habe ich heute entdeckt, all dieserBlödsinn

den ich rede,

das ist doch nur um mich interessanterscheinen zu lassen...

Mein Kopf ist überflüssig

mein Kopf ist durchgegangen

Wir schreien auf der Wüste

Wir hören uns nicht

Wir sehen Luftspiegelungen

Wir greifen nach ihnen

Es sind die Schatten derWirklichkeit

Stell Dir vor wir wärenWölfe

Stell Dir vor wir wärenWölfe

Die Eindrücke

Die Gedanken

Die Gespräche

Die Vorschläge

Es ist alles Lüge

Wir leben auf der Wüste

Der Mensch ist elend

Der Mensch ist auf sein Elend stolz

Höre Deinen Körper

Höre Deinen Körper

Wir spüren uns deutlich

Wir spüren uns deutlich

Wir schreien unsere Namen

Wir wollen nicht hören

Ich liebe Dich

 


 

 

Sinister and Sweet

 

 

Woo oh

Something sinister and sweet

Something sinister and sweet

Something sinister sweats

Sinister sweat drowning souls

Frozen sweat trickling on my friends

my unreachable friends who are so beautiful

Of that burning beauty called death

 

Febrile Cold Run febrile cold run

 

Oh I saw it on the loved girl

Saw her soul cry and her eyes laugh

Oh she smiled to me in that moment

(Rip that memory out of my head)

Oh how icy is death's look

 

I saw it also on the lover

Wondering what I've done wrong

I was like mad about this thing

He looked so nice gee what's behind it

Oh what's behind a useless bed

 

I saw it also on the lover

Had some nice pictures in the head

(No poetry for Alex!)

He looked so nice gee what's behind it

Oh what's behind a useless bed

 

The damned thing rubbed off on my heart

I love these figures in their death

Could write them lines and lines of poems

Emotionless cold - styled prays

Half asleep slow and so sweet dreaming

Circles in dark and that light inside

Hey leave me alone and feeling so good

The fucking thing in each parcel of the body and of the mind

(Oh no I watched you well and I'm not sodaft)

Through your hearts the thing rubbed off on mine

They look like dogs in their unquietness,

Their looks into nothing are so fearful

Wish I could cure my beautiful friends

 

I know the thing that makes the world so small

concentrates it on a dream's cell

I think you're so beautiful in flames

I feel so stupid next to you

(and someway you know I love to feel bad)

Will you tie me up around the table

Beat and rape me for hours? You just feel too tired...

 


 

 

You are too oldghosts to me

 

 

I'm sorry with you I can't manage

Thick smoke wrapped around my heart

I fall asleep and dream of yourfigures

Figures eaten by death inside

 

Our life together is already gone

 

Far so far you are so far

Far behind a thick fog's curtain

Sweating you are, and your eyes wearshadows

Hell doesn't seem to be a pleasantplace

 

I love your memory and respect it

You have had been good friends tome

Your souls still wander somewherenear

And I hope you won't haunt my sleep

 

But still I see the charming figure

the tender skin, feel the sweetviolence

There was something worthy under it

Which now is gone, what I can'tbelieve

Sinister addiction that twists theheart

Is now gone from my life of inside

When the memory of that stuff comesback

I still feel a cold at my hind

I wish I were a goddess able, euch zuheilen

But I fall asleep when I cross yourshadows.

 


 

 

Leer bistDu

 

 

Leer bist Du leer mein Geliebter

leer ist Deine Seele nun

ich habe sie tief durchgeschaut

ich habe mich darin verloren

 

Weiss nicht mehr was ich jetztmöchte

weiss nicht mehr wo ich jetzt bin

Wandeln durch Zeit ohne Liebe

durch Alphträume ohne Dichdabei

 

Leer ist Dein Herz, das kenne ich

leer und müde, ich habegefroren

Schlecht geht's Dir Du meinGeliebter

Deine Seele ist von falschen Träumengefressen

Jetzt bist Du in einer verliebt

was soll Deine Liebe sein

Ich hätte sie gernekennengelernt

wenn sie noch extremer als Du ist

Ist es das, was Du wolltest

 

Du romantischer Gleichgültiger

Deine Bilder spucken mich noch

ihr Lachen und ihre Stimme

Schmerz ohne dessen, Tod damit

versuchen zu vergessen ohne vergessen zuwollen

Braucht man Blödsinn um stark zusein

Fragen Zweifel Wahnsinn Leere

habe ich in Dich gefunden

 


 

 

MistakeCity

 

 

I gave you my house

I gave you my place

I gave you my bed

I was like the ones from elsewhere withyou

I said yes as the Gods preach it

You slept in my place, you washed in myplace

I let you into my heart, I opened myselfto you

 

Mistake-city mistake-people

It's always so with you!

Now you just hit me

Hold me here with your fists

Me that gave you my house

Wish I'd never smiled to you!

All like that here! Disappointing!

Where did you grow up man! Now you hitme!

 

I'm not out of here!

I'm just not like that!

Don't think I'm from here!

Mistake-city stupid people.

 


 

 

Complicatedpassengers

 

 

White and black, snowy bright land

Beautiful hills all snowed up

White and bright snowy hot light

Out of black clothes and leatherpants

You're complicated passengers

Study your history and know I'll findout

Ooh you with your horses

Ooh you with your bright light

Oh I found today a bag

Found a bag of thick black leather

Found a bag easy to pack

Made a coat, a large black coat

A black dark coat out of fur

Put my bright long snowy boots on

Put my black boots and stopped acar

One of those that run the freeway

My good old freeway whitening onspeed

White powder's laying all around

I will cross the snowy hills

I will find you in your land

I will lay my black hat there

My black light hat there on yourflesh

Gone is the horse of my old friends

I will ride some snowy lover

And pack my home within my hat

 


 

 

Hungereye

 

Today I woke up wanting no man

woke up thinking all men were thesame

and she came

 

she had such hunger in her eyes

such a great hunger in her eyes

cry cry cry

she ate my food with appetite

we didn't speak the same words

she wouldn't speak one single word

oh the great hunger that she had!

oh the great hunger that she had

a hunger of long years

she was so scared of the outside

she had such very scared eyes!

she would eat everything, all

egal was es auch sei

she had no parents she had no home

and her story is like my own

 

Years have made her hunger grow!

 


 

 

Man iscruel

 

 

All they want from me is sex

My heart is asleep, but my bowelsbleed

They turn me around

and spread my white honey body as onbread

on their beds

Do I have to find pleasure in thatmisery

or just shut up and wait

Dare to call their pleasure love

Man is cruel

Man is cruel

Man is cruel

 

 


 

 

Heutedie Linsen

 

 

Diese urtiefe Traurigkeit.

Gedacht, ich könnte die Linsenaufheben,

in den Schrank tun, um sie späternoch zu essen,

denn sie schmeckten einigermassen, ichhatte sie ja.

Ich besass sie.

Heimlich, mit eigenartigen Gefühlenvon Zufriedenstellen und

Sichverstecken würd ich sie aufessen,nicht alle auf ein mal,

so dass ich immer ein bisschen fürspäter übrig hätte.

Ich wusste - das hat Oma im Kriegerfahren, und ich spüre es jetzt.

Auf einer Ebene... tief, tiefer alsich.

Gott, ich konnte die Linsen nicht mehrsehen.

Das war gut, dies loszuwerden.

Auch - sich mit Sachen umgeben, sich durchMaterie absichern.

Ach, diese Zeitsprünge.

Jetzt ist es erstmal gereinigt.

 


 

 

Genf, 12 -13

 

 

Ich bin eine Frau.

Ich blute oft

Mein Blut beschmutzt meineBettwäsche.

Ciocia Krystyna wirft es mir vor.

Ich bin Frau.

Mein Körper sehnt sich

nach Vereinigung mit Mann.

Ich bin dieses Sehnen.

Ich bin Frau, ein Fisch am Land.

 


 

 

Die Hündin

 

Ich träumte mal von einerHündin

sie liebte mich und wollte zu mir

Ich rief sie freundlich zu,

sie aber traute sich nicht, blieb

versteckt und danach weinte.

Hau ab grausamer Alptraum, ich kenne Dichzu wohl!

 


 

 

Stinkingwater

 

 

Stinking water

Stinking water

Dying water

Dead water

 

Beautiful weather

beautiful bridges

beautiful buildings

beautiful city

 

Dead water

Dead water

 

Stinking water

Stinking water

 

bright heaven

bright heaven

dead water

 

My water

My water

Dead water

Stinking water

Dead water

Stinking water

Dead water

Dead water

Dying city

 


 

 

Fuck the devil

 

 

Fuck the devil

walking down the street

I need a woman

to show me how to live

she shows me how to cook

and how to style my flat

she shows me how to fuck

we don't want to waste the night

 

Fuck the devil

walking down the freeway

fuck the devil

and grab his golden wings

then Europe is so small

the Europe is so small

Berlin Paris London Tokyo

in the pocket of a star

 

Fuck the devil

swimming down the river

swimming down the river holding hands

Swimming down my river holding hands !

 


 

 

Ausnützer

 

 

Oh Lilith

wer willst Du sein

Du musst Dich entscheiden

für einen Beruf, eine Welt, eineWahl

Tja! Fuck ye all!

Berufung Ausnutzer

eine Kunstwelt, eine faule Wahl

bezahl meine Liebe!

Bezahl mich für Sex man

bezahl mich für Sex man

bezahl mich für Sex man!

 

Ist es jetzt klar genug

will meine Göttin sein

die Königin der Jagd

auf den wildesten Schwanz

... und den hab'ich gefunden!

 


 

 

Somebody said

 

 

Somebody said

she's a bitch not a lover

somebody said that she's gone

somebody said "I want your woman"

somebody told how she comes !

And you believe it all

 

Somebody said her belly is crazy

somebody said her mind is gone

somebody said "We don't like your lady

you'd better take her home"

Look into my eyes and dive

And you believe it all

Look into my eyes and dive

 

Somebody said - "She stole you!

She's a beggar and I am your love!"

And somebody said "Marry her youfool

see how she suits in our family!"

Look into my eyes and dive!

 


 

 

Looking for Alex

 

 

24 hours in your city

I need to get your phone

this time I'm coming just to catch you

I'm missing your sweet noise

 

Your scratched voice, your skinny fingers

are worth their loudness in pure gold

the sunshine in your soul

I know you a little, I want to know you more

 

You touch specific cells in my brain

and that vibration makes me sane, sane, sane again

I miss that specific approach of sound

take me home

 

Welcome, white nights!

Black days are over forever

if I ever play the game

I see what I never wanted to see before

I need to hear much more, much more

 


 

 

Sometimes

 

 

I think of you sometimes

I still think of you sometimes

I've thought of you sometimes

I still like you sometimes

I still like you sometimes...

 

Well, I still love you

I still want you

I still want you

I still want you

I still want you, sweet

 

I need your love sometimes

thank god only sometimes

I still love you sometimes

thank god only sometimes

I still want you, darling

I really need your love

more than all on the world

I still think of you !

 

Thank god only sometimes

thank god only sometimes

thank god only sometimes

thank god only sometimes...

 


 

 

Deutschland

 

 

Deutschland ist ein tolles Land

gibt dort geile Industrie

Aus der letzten Reise dorthin

hab mir Augen mitgebracht

gute Augen Deutscher Herkunft

damit ich auch sehen kann

 

Aus der letzten Reise dorthin

hab mir Zunge mitgebracht

Gute schlanggespaltene Zunge

damit ich auch lecken kann

 

Auf der letzten Reise dorthin

hab mir Krach laut aufgenommen

gute Emotionaufnahmanlage

Damit ich auch tanzen kann

 

Auf der letzten Reise dorthin

hab ich gute Jungs kennengelernt

gute Kinder der Industrie

damit ich auch leben kann

 


 

 

Tracy

 

 

The way the walk the way they fuck

The way they look at me

what do they look for in my body

as long as it's for free

The way they are the way they feel

the way they walk in me

brutality and rageous coldness

They just don't care about mypleasure

but love to interest me

Some kinda hate mixed with sex

but I just love them to hit me

Shut up!

The way they walk the way they fuck

The way they work on me

They make it last so very long

I can not control myself

But you are not allowed to scream, noreither you're to talk

hide all your feelings or you'll loseit

that's all the way it goes

 

 


 

 

Lovesick

 

 

Ooh like burning white madness in mybrain

fleeing from that thought

I have my pride as well

But anytime I see you I'm just dead

I'm so small when next to you

I'm so small when next to you

I'm so stupid next to you

With your picture in my heart

Pictures of madness in my brain

With that fire in my body

And with her instead of me

With her flesh instead of mine

And her smile instead of mine

You with that girl

You with that girl

You with that girl

Ooh what is it I didn't understand

What have I forgotten to do

I shake of fear and death when seeingyou

or any guy with your hair or a jacket likeyours on

Why don't you ever look at meanymore

I wish you'd touch me like you usedto

The smiles you share with her are swordsinto my heart

Mercy for the former lover

Mercy for the tender heart

But the flesh doesn't know Mercy

By you, I only can shut up.

 


 

 

Jam

 

 

Hey hey hey hey

Some things I don't forgive

hey hey hey hey

Some things I don't forgive

 

You expect to see me walk towardsyou

And I've ... plans to ruin your newlover

 

hey hey hey hey

That thing I can't forgive

hey hey hey hey

that thing I can't forgive

 

I see you watch me here and look at mylegs

Wishing you'd be a part of it

My world has slippered 800 kilometersover

You look like a jerk with that haircut andclothes

You were jealous of my blond newlover

I have no heart to lose

I have no heart no time to lose

I've met some friends much nicer thanyou

I still look very beautiful do Inot

so beautiful in my black dress

No jam for pigs, is jam for pigs

One of your friends had that goodword

 


 

 

Theblack sheets

 

 

Hey hey hey hey

it's still around here around here

it's still around here flying 'roundhere

that stupid laugh is still 'roundhere

 

Hey hey hey hey

Rip that laugh off from my face

hey hey hey hey

Rip that daft tune out of my ears

Flying 'round tune that sounds heyhey

hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey

 

My friends are gone my friends arefar

hey hey hey hey

I need revenge I need revenge

Oh sweet revenge oh sweet revenge

Oh suck their pleasure with mysheets

He stole my sheets he stole mysheets

He stole my black sheets and fucked mybody

Then had me sew some for him

I sew him sheets like on my bed

Big black sweet sheets, I've found atEva's

 

I'll curse them up I'll curse themdown

I'll curse the bed all up and down

They will find no sleep in there

No they will find no sleep in there

And they will find no love in there

No he won't find no fun in there

 

Oh look how nice the tune has gone

There is now hate which I don'tlike

I'm just not used to but I justwill

It will feel so good to strike andlaugh

Oh tune or not I'll find my way

 


 

 

Loverman

 

 

Serious depression and fun is over

here I come your old nightmare yourlover

I've seeded down a child in your youngbowels

I see you still fear me and that isgood

Hah, see you doggy when you hear my voiceall over

 

I had fun with you and you had none withme

My lesson is take what you're givenfree

Your love is sweet and I don't need yoursoul

Take it off from in front of my door andcome

Lay down on my black sacrificetable

it's funny for me to see you runthere

 

Each time I just want fun you look for myheart

My heart is swallowed down it's laying inthe belly

You're looking for a nothing with yourhyena teeth

The hungry hyenas I kick out

I've never called my pleasure - love atleast I don't remember

 

And how's the child now to talk abouthim

The child of fear I pushed in you

You're spinning and spinning around mewith your clothes

And how is the child you carry under thedress

Tell me about it how's my child now?

 

 


 

 

The black bird

 

 

Kraa, he said

go and live your own life

kraa, he said

beware of the high tides of love

watch, don't you waste your power

on male tights

don't you waste your might

on male fleshknives

kraa, go and live your own life

kraa, queen of our hearts

kraa, he said,

queen of the night

beware of being a slave of love

kraa !

Kraa, the lover's warning

kraa, he said and disappeared

the snakes of illusion

snakes, running down

my belly, my tights, my legs

kraa, my girl,

bite and kill, it's you or them !

kraa !

go, go away,

beware of being a slave

of the snakes of love

 

 


 

 

Five of Cups

 

 

I've found five hearts to one

five hearts to eat for mine

please don't reproach me anything

I'm just a loving kind of girl

yes don't reproach me anything

question of life or death to me

 

My sweetheart's name is Johnny

guess you've already heard of him

he's always drunk and full of drugs

he's paranoied but he loves me

some intellectual style

 

His guitarist is a two-sided guy

it can be drugs and nothing else

but he's a sweetheart and he loves me

it shall all stay a private story

so full of secrets and wonderful things

 

Pleasure and joy

my childhood friend is back

he loves me in such funny ways

'cause even, even if on Sundays the biggest things can happen

Mondays I merely don't exist

 

Well what would the world be without love ?

 

I have another friend with red hair

he has the biggest dick I know

fucks every Marilou in town

and I'm among them...

 

But there's only one I love

her name is Eva she has red hair

In a Cadillac black she took me

and I am all hers...

 


 

 

The lonely goer's song

 

 

I am walking down these rivers with confetti in my brain

talking funny nonsense to the nightmares of this scene

with this sickness for a brain

I wish you would be here but I don't know who you are

you wouldn't let me fall for anything

 

I'm following funny songs without knowing where they're from

whom they might belong to

I listen to my heart and it's as if I had none

and my pain says no

I know my lover's close, but there's no way to him now

I guess I will just take another walk

 

he turned around my table and said I have beautiful eyes

but I just go and take another walk

he sat at my table and had such beautiful eyes

but I just go and take another walk

 

I'm following funny figures without loving them at all

I only wish so very much I'd find the key

 

I look for solutions in the bottom of my glass

is there anyway out of this impass

I don't know how to think or how to even act

there has to be an end, if end there is

 

Is there any bank that wouldn't crowl under my weight

is there any girl that wouldn't cry about my case

is there any love on this planeta nyway

it seems I have just started to have doubts

 


 

 

Loveless as I

 

 

Be me, be thyself

what am I looking for in the tomorrowless adventures

I look for a father for my child

I look for a shelter from the world

and a shelter from myself

from my senses and my brain

and look for a firm hand to control

what I've lost control upon

now who's lonely, lonely, lonely as I

 

You were there, you are gone now

remains your effect on my life

your soul in my brain, your touch in my senses

I was a young girl then, I'm a young woman now

which nobody makes feel satisfied

I wonder now, if I remain alone

isn't it because I want you back

but you won't be back from perfect happiness

now who's lovesick, lovesick, lovesick as I

 

Love is the law, it has been said to me

at the last gathering of the tribes

emptyness and delusion wouldn't know

feel it first before you talk about it

I see these treasures deep in me

consequently buried

isolation wouldn't help to make

a living of the best art

now who's lonely, lovesick, loveless as I

 


 

 

Hungry woman

 

 

Here I am the hungry woman

here I stand

I am a plague to the world

I am the viper, incarnated wickedness

so where can I have my cunt fucked tonight

 

Here I am the hungry mad young woman

irresistibly innocent

first you guess it, then you see it all

perversion fits the best

so where can I have my clitoris pierced tonight

 

Here I lay tired of doing nothing

masturbation doesn't bring it all

I look my best when going out, and have my wallet filled

so where can I get my head full of rubbish tonight

 

I shall never be bound in order to be available

available to anyone

well there's always one around to pay my bills

so whom shall I ask for a cigarette this time

 

Here I am the hungry woman

I am a pleague to the world

I am a plague to any bound woman

all these things you like in your lover

all these things you need in your man

they make me hot they give me trouble

so where can I have my cunt fucked tonight

 


 

 

La danse au serpent

 

 

Sur une musique étrange, lancinante, Te fascinant

je Te présenterai ma danse au serpent

étendu confortablement

Tu observes tous mes mouvements

Ma peau presque nue enserrée du puissant reptile

Te fait rêver d'un rapport plus tactile

D'une précédente rencontre naît un accord tacite

cette prestation n'aura aucune limite

Bientôt Tu ôteras ces parures de dentelle

c'est alors que, lascive, passive, je serai Ta captive

C'est émouvant !

 

Ma résistance n'est que foutaise, balèze comme Tu es

et si charmant

Tu m'attacheras de gestes lestes, ce sera fascinant

Qui croirait cela possible

c'est une soirée magique, unique,défiant toute logique

exceptionnellement !

 

Tu finis la boisson aux herbes et Te diriges vers moi

Ton regard luit, m'hypnotise, me fait soumise à Toi

un frisson me parcourt, irrésistible délice

lorsqu'en haut de mes cuisses Tu poses Tes doigts

 

Tu savoures pleinement, ce grâce au contribuable

ces quelques courts instants inoubliables, inavouables

la danse cesse, glisse le serpent, s'en va, je reste là

que décides-Tu alors de faire de moi

Ton jouet, abject objet, ou Ton petit cheval

non, cette danse au serpent n'a rien de banal

 


 

 

Motherand Whore

 

 

Every day the bastard grows withinme!

I hate thee heartfully o Father

I'll kill that bastard someday!

For I've heartfully loved anotherman

qui lors repoussa mesassiduités

 

I hate thee heartfully my son

for I have once been, until thee

a happy and beloved whore

well payed and fucked!

 

Thine comings through I suffer now

hunger, and, worst, lonelyness

I was a shameless holyness

thou art a social disease

 

I am lonely with thee now

who hast deformed my flower body

back to thee the torture of thinebirth

 

Incarnation's a disease

nothing beats anihilation

it is always a panaceum

it is always a mistake

 

My son innocent child you'll pay

I stick these needles into you

the pain is great, much greater thanyou

you get in panic when you see me

and I shall live long years withyou

 


 

 

Thecaravan

 

 

The caravan follows mirage

there's big wreckery on a sea

all rats are leaving the ship

yet the capitain's soul has drowned

 

Woe woe misery

we'll all cry about the loss

 

There were warnings all down theway

there were many loving friends

we have food and love for you

we are screaming in the desert

 

Woe woe misery

today is a day of grief

 

By any wind or by any calm

the passengers block up their ears

the dogs are barking the cats arefleeing

and the caravan goes its way!

 

Woe woe misery

we shall burn all of our veils for thememory of you

 

There are houses in the cities

there are bloody stains on them

few passengers get off the caravan

someone wants to stay for them

 

Woe woe misery

we all wish we loved you more

 

There's a caravan walking to mirage

there's a ship all sinking down

floating planks are getting seldom

and the sea is deep and cold

 

Woe woe misery

we all share your loss and pain

 


 

 

Pandora

 

 

And I still have the choice

not to do any records

for if I did any

everybody might know

what kind of a kinky bitch I am

everybody might know

all these illegal things I do

I might lose my own child

I might destroy your life

making records would be suicide

 

I might harm thee my beloved

I might hurt thine dearest life

I might stand by my choice

not to do any records

 

For if I did any

everybody might know

of a secret, secret thing in me

too dangerous to be revealed

a true Pandora's box

So I'm keeping the choice

not to do any records

 


 

 

Again

 

 

Now that I'm on drugs again

I will change the world again

I will sell my clothes again

I'll do so many things again

But I just stay home again

I will call that girl again

Now that I'm on drugs again

 


 

 

Emptiness

 

 

Is there anyone in here?

Is there anyone in here?

Is there anyone in here?

Is there anyone in here?

 

The universe is empty

mankind is empty

 

Is there anyone in here?

Is there anyone in here?

 

Love is empty

the soul is alone

 

Is there anyone in here?

 


 

 

Marmor

 

 

Schreie sind Murmel

Körper sind Marmöre

Freunde sind Feinde

Nicht zu schnell

sie schlafen noch

ganz ruhig, ganz zart

 


 

 

Steinleben

 

 

Steinaugen

Steinzunge

Steintänze

Steinliebe

 

 


 

 

Heute,10.10.89

 

 

Heute

etaben

Abend

Heute haben

wir den zehnten

zehn Zähne

Zartlichkeit

zehn Zehe

zehnten Oktober

neunzehn Zähne

hundert Hühner

neun und Zunge

achzighabende.

 


 

 

Discotreppe

 

 

Hier war es

hier hat es angefangen

mein Unglück und meinWahnsinn.

 


 

 

Errorhorror

 

 

error

error

error

error

error

horror

horror

horror

horror

error

error

error

error

horror

horror

error

horror

 

 


 

 

Fortune plangovulnera

 

 

I bemoan the wounds of Fortune

as my eyes are weeping

for the gifts she once gave me

she stole back perversely

It is true as it is written

her wonderful hair seems strong

yet as I tried to catch it

staight it has vanished

 

On Fortune's throne lately

I used to sit fierce upright

as on mine head has shined

prosperity's splendrous flower

through I have once flourished

blessed and happy utterly

I am now fallen away

damned and forgotten

 

Turns ever the wheel of fortune

I descend demeaned

as another queen has raisen

far too high up away

sits that queen on her summit

let her fear her ruin

for on the axe I see written

the name of Hecuba Queen

 


 

 

Schmerzlied

 

 

Es sind noch solch fliessende Tage

die ich ganz am Liegen verbringe

noch solche Stimmen hinterTelephongesprächen

die mich so kalt machen

und keinen Spass überhaupt empfindenlassen

alte Gespenster wiederrufen

Weisst Du, all die Leute, die ich hierliebe

weisen mich ab, zuviele Drogengenommen

scheinen ja Spass zu haben aber teilenkönnen sie nicht

noch so lange kraftlose Tage

wovon ich überhaupt nicht weiss wasich tun soll...

Die Schule täglich besuchen und guteZensuren bekommen

oder mir neue traumvolle Kleider fürdie lang erwartete

zusammen verbrachte Abendevorbereiten

noch diese Leute mit denen ich mich soelend und machtlos fühle

 

Alle sagen - ach Quatch - Du bist zuschön zu weinen

Das hast Du auch gehört, nichtwahr

drücke mich an Dich und stelle mirkeine Fragen

drücke mich durch Schwarzes an Deinekalte beruhigende Haut

ich bin bestimmt dadurch verdorben

ich bin bestimmt danach schwermitumzugehen

ich dachte, ich war damit schon fertig,und geheilt

 

Deine Stimme habe ich durch Bergegehört

Deine so machtvolle Wörte schon inBriefen

oder überhaupt in Rythmus oder sogebraucht

als hätte ich sie früher gelesenoder gespürt

Drück mich fest und versteck meinGesicht

bis ich einschlafe, und küss meineTränen weg

bei Dir löscht sich so schönalles

es schlafe mein Schmerz ein auf DeinerHaut

 

Und noch diese Male wenn ich dasDreck

und die geringsten Haschstückchen vomTeppisch sammle

wissend aber vollkommen, es stimmtüberhaupt nicht

und solche endlose Stunden, die ich imSchlaf verbringe

und dies ehemalige Schuldgefühlüber all diese verlorene Zeit

auch überstiegen, und überhauptjedes Gefühl brennt...

Und solche Fragen die ich mir stetsstelle

über was ich mit ihnen andershätte tun sollen

und über dies grausam erzwungeneSchauspiel

das ich überhaupt nicht beseitigennoch besiegen kann...

 

Jetzt ist es los

komm näher an mich

ich halte die Schnauze

schlafen wir ein

 

Aber wenn ich noch nachts an sieträume

passiert dann, dass sie mir wie giftiggeworden sind

Es hat sich grausam abgespielt

Solch eine blinde undvorstellungsvolle

und so hart und volkommen lang

auf der schrecklichsten Weise erwieseneLiebe

und noch diese Freundin, die heute in derFrau tot liegt

und der andere, der wichtigste undnötigste der monatelang

einzige der auch nicht süchtigist

schweigen konnte

das war kurz und herrlich auf jedemMal

und nun meint er, meine Ansicht tut ihmweh

ohne dass ich es überhaupt gemeinthabe

und ohne dass ich es mit Wörter oderLiebe ändern kann

noch die böse Errinerung die inseinen Augen entsteht

als ich vorbeigehe die ich so deutlichsehe

ohne zu wissen wie ich oder wir den Knotenlösen könnte

Sie schienen alle so gross und ich kommedavon zermahlt

und überall gewundet aus

so wie Schwerter durch mein Herz das nochso fliessend blutet

 

Entspann meinen Körper

lass ich nicht klagen

es gibt grausame Geschichten

(bestimmt kennst Du sie auch)

bei dir löst sich so schönalles

lass uns nicht kämpfen

wir sind zu zart

 

Zeit heilt alle Wunden

Zeit heilt alle Wunden

Streichle mich ruhig, streichle michlang

 


 

 

Wir sind hier fürDich

 

 

Wir sind hier für Dich

Wir sind hier für Dich

Egal wo Du bist

sind wir hier für Dich

Wir hören Dich

wir hören Dir zu

Mach nicht irre

Mach nicht irre

Lass Dich führen

Wir hören Dir zu

Wir hören Dir immer zu

Spreche unsere Sprache

unsere Sprache ist Deins

Unsere Stimme ist Deins

Wir sind hier für Dich

Wir hören Dir zu

Wir sind hier für alle

Offne die Augen

Offne die Ohren

Offne die Nase

Offne den Mund

Berühre uns

Hör unsere Stimme

Hör unsere Stimme

Egal wo Du bist

Diese Stimme ist Deins

 

 


 

 

Belfegor

 

 

One day she took a black pyramide

and the world in front of her eyes changedof substance

There was no more truth and no good

and what we call evil was else

in the mirrors she saw other signs

another face took the place

and the birds and the cows

and the wind and the trees

spoke to her in her ways

Yahoo! All these beautiful new ways

 

And she screamed and she said

"Is there any end to that joke?"

All these veils of misery

all these mirrors that she broke

all these funny words she spoke

"No sorrow

no science

no way to paradise

on your white dusty horse"

 

And we laughed and we talked

and we pointed our fingers on her

we said she was crazy and too young

ridiculous and stupid anyway

But she said "I don't care what youthink

I love you

I don't want you to suffer

and I'll do what I can

to chase your wild white mightyhorses"

She chased our white mighty horses

Yeah! She chased our wild white mightyhorses

Yeah!

 


 

 

Panther

 

 

I saw my panther tonight

she said talk

I said no

she said work

I said how

she said go!

I said go

but she stayed

and I stayed

 

I said why

she said do it

and don't cry

she's all right

 

she said los!

I said no

she said doch

and it worked

 

I love her über alles

she loves me with power

 

She's my very best friend

she jumps in the zoo

a goddes in a cage

but she'll jump anyhow

 

she said dance

I said no

then she danced

and I danced

we met on the streets

and we met while I danced

she came into my bed

she dwelled in my hope

and she's here and she's here and she'shere!

 


 

 

Spirits

 

 

Spirits talk to me

which one of you

which one of you

which one of you will be my baby

You men talk to me

which one of you will be the father of mychild

 


 

 

SpiralDream

 

 

Someone came to me in a dream

And smoothly told me the way

It's a circle, it's a spirale

it's a cross, it ain't a line

it's a cross, hey remember

listen well it ain't a line

Gentle presence, sweet intention

He's already been by me

Listen to me, wouldn't you

There's no line, yes believe me

it's a spirale, it's a cross

Don't forget won't you little one

 

 


 

 

Lasteagle dance

 

 

Beautiful eagle woman

you die of hunger and remain free

no word can picture the way I willmiss

your eagle dance melody

Beautiful eagle woman

your kind underlayed modernity

who in our today's cities

would percieve your melody

I feel like a very lonely witness

I am the lucky only witness

Of the last eagle melody

Beautiful eagle woman

your body's used, you seem eternal

what a shame and what a loss you'releaving

with no heir under the eagle tree

Do I come too late or just on time

you're a confusing revelation

you're such an incredibly enrichingloss

a too short meet always expected

a confirmation like an explodingstone

beautiful eagle woman

your body's weaken your soul isfree

here it lays like ancient feathers

you don't need no more

 

 


 

 

Wolf

 

 

Stell dir vor wir wärenWölfe

Stell dir vor wir wärenWölfe

Stell dir vor wir wärenWölfe

Wir könnten rennen

wir könnten schreien

wir kiönnten kämpfen

wir könnten töten

 

 

Unsre Körper

unsre Läufe

unser Fell

Keine Städte

keine Lügen

keine Leute um uns 'rum

Wir wären zusammen

wir wären nicht geteilt

wir hätten all die Zeit, uns zuquälen und zu lieben

Unsre Schlangen

unsre Schwänze

unsre Schreie

Leaves Earth Night Noise

Du hättest mir ein Wölfchengemacht

wir hätten dazu Deinen Gehirngefressen

Love Heat Food Blood

Unsre Ohren

unsre Zähne

unsre Züngen

Keine Fragen

keine Zweifel

keine Gedanken

Wölfe Wölfe in dem Wald!

Wir wären tot

wir wären wach

wir wären da

es gäbe Krach

Wir wären tot

wir wären wach

es gäbe Krach

laufen wir da

 

 

Wir könnten rennen

der Wald wäre brennend

wir hätten Angst

Stell dich nackt

stell dich nackt

stell dich nackt

Fessle mich

biss mich

verwunde mich

unterwirf mich

Angstgefühl

Liebesgefühl

Stinkgefühl

Hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah

Unsre Wärme

unsre Atem

unsre Laufe

Wölfe Wölfe in der Nacht!

Wir sind zwei Wölfe wir lieben unsphysisch

keine Angst mehr

keine Treue

I'd fuck with bears I'd fuck withlions

Wölfe Wölfe Wölfe in derNacht

 


 

 

The Bodyof Nuit

 

 

Golden belly

rivers of hair

all the magical that she is

the body of Nuit

 

Golden belly

thousand dreadlocks

and an ocean of gold and blue

Nuit Nuith

 

Golden belly

eyes of gladness

this fascinating presence she has

Sara Kali

a cristianised, say modernised extentionof Nu

 

and I need all the love I can have fromyou

walk towards me

walk towards me

walk towards me

walk towards me

queen of space

you're so wonderfully dangerousinside

Angela you're the most beautiful girl inthe world!

 

 


 

 

Cassandra

 

 

I am sick in my brain

I am absurd in my life

I see ghosts, I'm schizophrenic

I wonder why I'm still alive

 

I am mad in my head

I am insane in my mind

I do my best to throw my plans to theground

I seem to act contrary-wise

 

The point where wisdom melts withfolly

is what keeps me alive

 

Cassandra

Cassandra

I'm Cassandra in the troyan walls

 

I see war over Europe

starts to urge

...will I manage to leave on time

 

and then the ghost touches myshoulder

a part of me is stuck with fear

through I know it's usual paranormalcontact

I can't aprehend it with my mind

 

I try to run and I don't comeforwards

through I don't move the garbage can comecloser

the control officer ignores me

now I'm the ghost in normal life

 

but then I see the moon rising high

towards it I point the given sign

behind it I see other planets

which are quite as big as it

I see it's not the moon of earth

it seems I have my death behind me

 


 

 

Egyptians fromMars

 

 

We're no humans

we're egyptians from Mars

we master television

we travel in lightships

 

No humans, no humans

but egyptians from Mars

and we breed on you

we take your women, we take yourdaughters

the sons you feed are of us

 

Come on sweet-shaped, white-skinnedbaby

let us fulfill all your wishes

let's go for a coffee in Babylone'sgardens

let's go for a ski ride toAntarctide

or have a ride to wild Atlantide, wildAtlantide

We'll swim on delfine's backs

we'll listen to some saturnian band

human woman!

 

But you know it all

you've already come along with us

but you know it all

you've already tasted our goldensperma

and you really long for somethingnew

so come on!

 

Tonight we take a ride through time

New York City Adolf Hitler or

anything you want

Time! Time tonight!

We master television

we master telepathy

we master levitation

we master lightspeed-ships

 

No humans, no humans

but egyptians from Mars

We are here now

we are where you live

we take your women

come on sweetheart

let's see some christians thrown to thelions

let's have a walk in Eldorado

will you sleep with us

Come and enjoy our kristalreikisex

how many lovers do you wish

we'll do all what you ever wanted

including what you've never spokenout

say you never knew fistfucking would exist?

 

We lay nothing on exclusivity

just interested in your procreationability

we take you now, you'll breed achild

his flesh will be gold as ours

he might be a god!

 

We're among you! We take you!

We are your fathers

you're of us

no wonder, no wonder

you're of us

you're of us

 


 

 

Death

 

 

The reasons why I followed the advice ofher divination

are unclear to me. With the motorised helpof occasional

rapists I set my two wounds of feet on theegyptian sand.

 

Soon, there was an incomprehensibleloathsome goat

of a priest who proposed to me, for anexorbitant price, to perform

some obscure archaic magick in order toforce

my beloved one's feelings.

 

It was no easy task to force myself intotrusting the crazy

but evidently simple to accept. My pocketsas hungered as

my heart, there was nothing butprostitution to accumulate

the sums for headdresses, perfumes,sacrifices.

 

Ten months of seamen sweat, longing, curesmore exotic

than the diversest diseases left by myname - and numberless

lovers with a handful of pennies anddust.

 

Finally came the longing'sconcretising

gold-payed long-desired sacrifice

and the priest was about to iniciate theceremony

when a fire ball slippered down the bellyof Nuit

consuming the temple the priest andme.

 


 

 

1999

 

 

Imagine it's year 1999

we live together in the south ofSpain

and it's beauty, beauty

You come anytime you can

I grow aphrodisiac plants

I grow our children

I lead the profess house

and you know very little about what Iam

I love you

I love you

I love you the best I can

and I'm the only woman in the world

you go to Japan, you go toCalifornia

you work the best you can

you have all kinds of women

and I am the only one

I am the wife

I am the goddess

I am the mother of our children

and it's beauty, beauty

 

 


 

 

SOMMAIRE

 

 

PRAY

EDITH

STILL

LOUISE

PARADISE

SUGAR LOLA

SISTERS IN THE DEVIL'SHOUSE

ANGELA SAYS

ANGELA IN IHRER BADEWANNE

FENNEC STEPS

EVA'S CADILLAC

REBECCA

UNKNOWN MEN

SPÄT IN DERNACHT WACHT EINE FRAU AUF...

FIRESONG

LET ME TAKE A NEW FREEWAY

SCHLAF

IMMER NOCH NICHT

VOM ÜBUNGSHEFT

BLIND LOVE

VIETNAM

BORING BOY

ONE NIGHT STANDS

LET ME LOVE YOU

TEATIME

SCHÜTZ MICH

LÜGNERIN

SINISTER AND SWEET

YOU ARE TOO OLD GHOSTS TOME

LEER BIST DU

MISTAKE CITY

COMPLICATED PASSENGERS

HUNGEREYE

MAN IS CRUEL

HEUTE DIE LINSEN

GENF, 12-13

DIE HÜNDIN

STINKING WATER

FUCK THE DEVIL

AUSNÜTZER

SOMEBODY SAID

LOOKING FOR ALEX

SOMETIMES

DEUTSCHLAND

TRACY

LOVESICK

JAM

THE BLACK SHEETS

LOVERMAN

THE BLACKBIRD

FIVE OF CUPS

THE LONELY GOER'S SONG

LOVELESS AS I

HUNGRY WOMAN

LA DANSE AU SERPENT

MOTHER AND WHORE

THE CARAVAN

PANDORA

AGAIN

EMPTINESS

MARMOR

STEINLEBEN

HEUTE, 10.10.89

DISCOTREPPE

ERROR HORROR

FORTUNE PLANGO VULNERA

SCHMERZLIED

WIR SIND HIER FÜRDICH

BELFEGOR

PANTHER

SPIRITS

SPIRAL DREAM

LAST EAGLE DANCE

WOLF

THE BODY OF NUIT

CASSANDRA

EGYPTIANS FROM MARS

DEATH

1999

 

 


 

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